Hello CC. I am an incoming freshman entering a honors program at a private university in NYC. From what I have been told and read, the program is great for business. The problem is, I never really wanted to attend here, with my mom basically "pushing the button" for me. My top choice was BC, Emory, and UCLA, but my mother really was unhappy when I initially decided on BC ("too many white people") or Emory ("there are too many racists") so I picked my current school thinking I would eventually like it because she already did. I was really wrong. Now, I am already looking to transfer after my first year. Is it too early for that? I am really trying to stay positive about my decision and my future, but I just find it impossible not to dislike myself just a little bit each time I think about it because I know I kind of messed myself up. Sorry if that's really over dramatic. If anything, I would be fine coming back closer to home to a school like USC, if I weren't able to go to a school where my job prospects and internship opportunities were a bit better. Here are my stats if it helps I guess:
4.47 WGPA 3.87 UWGPA 2040 SAT 31 ACT 9 APs and decent EC's
Sorry if this sounds whiny. I would just like some perspective and possibly some targets where I may feel a bit better I guess.
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