I will be a junior in college next semester.
I essentially picked the school because my two year gf who will be a freshman chose to go there. She will be there one semester before I arrive in the spring
She is in two clubs I would be interested in, however I am afraid if something goes wrong between us that it will be very uncomfortable for me to remain in them.
I know I screwed up by following her to the school but I didn't think I would want to be in a long distance relationship any longer and I didnt want to seperate from her.
I'm going to join a third one that's a sport I enjoy to have my own club.
I dont want to be apart of her immediate friends however I will know no one when I arrive so I might not have a choice for awhile.
Do you think I should switch schools next semester or just go through it and see what happens?
Should I let the possibility of us seperating affect my choices in club anyways? I dont see us seperating but you never know.
I regret letting my emotions get in the way of logic but the school I would of gone to was not much better than the one she was at so thats how I rationalized it.
Do you guys think I set up the possibilty to screw myself?
Whats the best way I can handle myself moving forward?
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